Long time no see

Hi friends,

It’s been absolutely ages since I’ve posted here. A bunch of stuff has happened, including moving to Manchester from Wales… Moving took a lot of organising and packing and time, so my portfolio work and other bits had to be put on the back burner, but I’ve settled in now and I feel more able to get things done.

For a while I have also been working in retail and other part time jobs while applying to jobs (a story for another time). I was hoping that moving to Manchester would give me a better chance at finding a job. I managed to get a job doing research work full time, starting two weeks ago, finally working regular hours again (I previously had to work retail shifts – also known as having to work every weekend and work til 10pm or later). So I’m really happy to regain my evenings and weekends and hope that this will give a better routine for doing art.

Now that I’ve moved, and I’ve started working regular hours again, I’m back to figuring out a new art routine and working out what I want to do. I still want to focus on games-specific artwork. I still want to work on my game project, Wander. I also have a reasonably big 3D commission to work on which I’m excited about.

During and after moving, in between getting a new job and so on, I managed to finish my low poly 3D model of a character for Wander; I’m thinking of just doing it all in 3D; I like the idea of bringing my on-paper characters to life a bit more.

I probably won’t be applying to games jobs for a little while as I have to learn all about my new job, but I will work on pushing my skills and improving my portfolio for my ‘ultimate’ goal. I need to clarify what my goal is a bit more, because it could turn out that I just want to work on my own game projects, but we’ll work that out.

I am thinking about changing my blog around a bit more, and making myself more likely to write on it. I’m thinking of switching to a more devlog like style of posting (not sure that my posts before were that far off from that, to be honest can’t remember), and focusing on my game dev-related pursuits with a smattering of other arts.

Now working in a research role, and learning about how companies operate, I’ve become all nerdy and tried to work out how my ‘operations’ work out; so I made myself a handy diagram to think about it all.

So I guess everything comes under my main handle, under which I’ve been posting for quite a while. I haven’t even got a shop really right now, except for a little redbubble, but maybe that’ll be a thing eventually. I actually have some traditional work which I started making to sell which I just need to tape up to a board and paint.

Mini update on my previous projects: seer project was completed, but then I realised I wasn’t happy with the design, so I’m adding some work onto that project and rehashing it, currently doing a turnaround. You can see a load of recent stuff on my tumblr as I have managed to keep it updated!

Anyway, those are some things for me to think about. This blog will change. Hope you are all well and thanks for sticking about!

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postpost exhibition (summer begins)

Dear all,

so the exhibition has taken down. As I said, I did have a leisurely wander around to look more at the work, but I didn’t do the whole photo taking thing… luckily for those who are interested, there are loads of photos of students’ exhibition work on Vera’s blog, here and here. And again there’s some reviews and stuff on Siobhan’s blog too. Thanks for writing such kind and encouraging things about my work, Sivy!

Since my last post I’ve been doing extra hours at the supermarket and have also been feeling quite tired. I didn’t draw for a few days because I didn’t feel so inspired, but I have started drawing again and feel refreshed.

zines

While doing my extra hours at work, I attempted to be semi productive by drawing mini zines from a4  paper which I borrowed. I made one a day… I’m trying to make this a more regular thing as I think that it helps me to manage my mood swings during the shifts. Usually around late afternoon I start to feel bad – probably because it’s the middle of my shift and also I think it’s when I start to get hungry again. So drawing these helps me to stop thinking sad thoughts and focus on drawing, which probably means that I am less gloomy looking for customers. Below is one I did yesterday.

Today while I was at work, I forgot to pick up an a4 sheet of paper, so I found an old envelope under the till which I used to draw.

Now I won’t have work until a small 5 hour shift on Wednesday evening. For Monday and Tuesday, I’m not sure how to occupy myself. Since many people from my course have left university and I don’t have specific lessons to attend, I feel a bit lost. Fortunately there are still some of us left in this town so hopefully I won’t feel lonely. The next thing to do on my list is probably working out what I will do for the September exhibition. As you may know already, I don’t really enjoy planning art projects; I just like to do them and see what happens… but I suppose I will need at least a little bit of a plan, so I don’t drift off into obscurity. At the moment I am looking at the work of Cy Twombly and also rediscovering Jean Michel Basquiat…

I always feel awkward with words when talking about other artists, but I feel like in a way my recent exhibition piece was in a similar vein to Basquiat’s work (probably just because it contained really colloquial text scrawled as part of the image)…

I was about to say “I’m not sure how to end this blog post, so…” but I just remembered to write that at the end of last week I put loads of old work out on a table in the school of art and tried to sell some of it… I expected to make only £5 but made £101.50! So that makes me feel a bit positive about the future, even though it’s not really going to be a regular, consistent business.

photo of shop

Here’s a photo of my work in my shop! It was simple, not flashy at all, just little paper placards denoting the price. I liked having the shop. Artist Claes Oldenburg made his own ‘shop’ in 1961 Manhattan, which was a piece of art in itself… and it’s something I really would like to do. Creating a DIY style artists’ shop – possibly in a collective. Anyway, now I’m probably rambling a little. I’m going to end this now and read some blogs which I’ve not had a chance to read for a while!

Thank you for reading,

Elysia

PS: I forgot to make my to do list here.

  1. work on my Ladyquest zine submission, deadline late July.
  2. enter the Sheffield International Artist’s Book Prize (wow, long name), deadline July 31st.
  3. enter the Rabley Drawing Centre’s sketchbook exhibition, deadline June 21st.
  4. maybe enter Jerwood Drawing Prize, deadline 17th June.
  5. Make work to sell in the CCS charity shop (a local thing).
  6. Make a print to enter Hong Kong exhibition, deadline 10th June.
  7. Apply for CAC residency.

life update

sketch

This is a sketch I did that I’d like to draw out bigger … and maybe add a full moon behind her 🙂

 

What am I doing at the moment? Well, I’ve finished (sort of) the forty ‘pages’ of my project, so the next thing that needs to be done is to scan all of them properly to make it into a digitally printed book for sale! We also have to prepare for our exhibition, opening 18th May , so that’ll involve finding some pins to stick my work up with, writing a catalogue description, etc. Over the past couple of days I’ve had work, however, so haven’t really done much artwork except for starting a commission. There’s a lot to be done, but a lot of it can’t be sorted until after Easter holidays, so I feel quite restless!

There are quite a lot of exhibitions to be entered however (they’re all listed on my Schedule page if you also want to enter!) … so perhaps I should do that. I might take a couple of days break, relaxing and drawing when I want, but without pressure. Over the next few weeks I will be taking a few trips to visit family, etc. and also I am going to Paris with my friend for 3 days! 

When I get back into arting properly – probably after these trips – I hope that I can start another ongoing project like my journal (but less serious/restricted maybe) and I also have a big drawing which I would like to complete. I have a big list of things I want to try, including animation, printmaking, digital painting, traditional painting, etc. so I kind of wish I could do my undergraduate degree all over again. I’m sure I’ll be able to experiment a little more soon…